ANGELICA

Shanoooooon, Andreeeeaaaa, Maryyyyyy, Stephhhhhh, Alfredoooooooo, Briiiiaaaan, Timmyyyyyyy, Eduardooooo dont leave me!!!!!!!!! I never thought it would be this hard to say goodbye. I hate it. Rachel, Eimar, where were u 2nite? I wish u where there. I have been crying for like 5 hours. I cant stop. And why Shannon do you look like my sister? It must be God who send me an angel... I dont believe in God, but maybe it is time for that. I dont want to cry anymore. I tried to avoid saying goodbye to Alfredo, but I could´nt. It hurts so much. I wish I were 3 years old again.. because then I woud´nt have any problems and I could lay on the floor screaming and crying. I hate that I love you so much. I hope you all have a nice trip to Hamburg tomorrow. And as Queen said,, the show must go on.... yes the show goes on without me and you, the persons I love the most..

And to my swedish friends, please do everything you can to make me happy and forget that there are persons spread all over the world that I love and are missing.

Shit.


oh Shannon,, oh Shannon, I will miss you! My American dream!